Thanks to...

Thank you to my friends !
I love you all of them!
Thnaks to my old and lost friends too - You where there in the past.
Thanks....

Special thanks to Kyo-chan from Münster.
We are Kaoru's bondagegirls *smile*
I am very happy to know you honey! and your hot cat ^___-
I will do the best to think positiv and get a job to meet you when I like :P
You make me crazy ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ KYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


sorry for my poor english XD

A beautiful weekend

Friday: Isshi came to me from Kiel. Isshi is awesome since I know. *smile* Unfortunately, Fiz and Jiggy can't come to me at the same day. Isshi and I have eaten pizza and watched some TV.
Saturday: Fiz and Jiggy arrived at 2 pm. I was happy to met them. I love Jiggy's laugh. :P And Fiz is realy like Miyavi. And if she looked to me with his chibi-eyes I had to be strong, not to fall in love. All the weekend long v///v. Nick from Hamburg came too. He is a very good friend of Isshi, maybe they are in love. I know Nick from Chisaii. He can be realy funny and I like it if he is singing, sweet.
Sunday: Nick rode by train back to Hamburg. Then we are drived bei Fiz's car to Travemünde and talked about our project. I hope it will be real soon. We will make it!!! Fiz did has made a raspberry cake, awesome *Q*. But I can't eat the rest alone. I will ask a friend to help me.
Monday(today): Fiz cooked for us and it was very good. I am sad because they are all away now. First we take Isshi to the train and then drove Fiz with Jiggy to a friend and from there they will drive home. I hope they will have a good trip, without a lot of traffic jams.
I am sorry for my bad mood v.v


I have new friends in my heart. Love you and hope to see you again.

Kaoru

Hello People!

On 12.05.2009 I was at the concert in Hamburg Girugamäsh. The atmosphere was great and the people were rocking. There you have noticed how small Satoshi is. Very cute. ♥
Ryo played his drums awesome and he looks very beautiful. Nii and Shuu were rocking the stage, run around and made high 5 and some other things.
And for the Bremer band -kusatta- Girugamäsh played 'kowarete iku sekai' because -kusatta- coverd the song. Girugamäsh played the song with playback and in one moment Satoshi forget to sing. :P
The whole day was awesome. Thanks to my friends! I love you all!

yours kaoru

Lebenszeichen

Von Samstag auf Sonntag hatte ich einen seltsamen Traum.
Ich weiss nicht genau was da passiert ist, dafür war wohl zu kurz.

Ich komme in eine art Krankenhaus, bei mir ist ein Mann, etwas älter als ich (wie alt ich dort bin weiss ich nicht). Der Mann versuch tmich zu beruhigen und setzt sich mit mir in den Flur. Dort sitzen Menschen verschiedenen Alters.
Als eine Tür aufgeht, stehe ich auf und sehen in das Zimmer. In dem Zimmer leigt ein schwarzhaariger männlicher Asiate, ich scheine ihn zu kenne.

Was danach passiert ist weiss ich nicht mehr genau. Ich hatte angst oder so, bin mir nicht sicher.
Mein Problem ist, dass ich sehr lange nichts mehr geträumt habe, worüber ich sehr froh bin. Wenn ich realistische Dinge träume werden sie oft wahr oder sie sind schon passiert.
Dieser Traum war auch realistisch und ich habe keine Ahnung wann er wahr wird, denn in meinem Freundeskreis habe ich keinen Asiaten wie in dem Traum.
Hmm...es lässt mich so viel grübeln, geht mir einfach nicht mehr aus dem Kopf.

Lie Burried With A Vengeance

I rail at the sordid you
Something's missing from my mind
Haizuri mawaru munashiki iki you sa
Something's missing from my heart
This is the real world
Sou da oshi mitsu seru kanjou o ? ji kome
So attack So attack
Delete everything
Crime without reason does exist
I am the soul of revenge

Something's missing from my ears
Hai sakebi mebaeru aijou ka
Something's missing from my voice
This is the real world
Chi de chi o arai seigi o kakagero
So attack So attack
Delete everything
Crime without reason does exist
I am the soul of revenge

Mind Over All
Nanimokamo nagesutero

Has my head gone mad?
Mu kachi ni ore o kazatta saru tomo ka
Has my heart gone mad?
This is the real world
Dobunezumi, haiena, kuso buta bakari
So attack So attack
Delete everything
Crime without reason does exist
I am the soul of revenge

Mind Over All
Nanimokamo nagesutero

Taste the destiny
Are you the most superior leader of all?
Fuck, you're a motherfucker

Es ist, wie man sieht, ein Songtext von Dir en grey. Eigentlich hab ich mir vorgenommen glücklicher zu werden, aber das ist nun mal nicht so leicht. Es liegt wohl daran, dass ich nicht so abgedreht bin und immer zu positiv denken kann. Ich bin ein Mensch der viel nachdenkt, zu viel. *seufz*
Warum kann ich aus meinem Leben nichts machen ...Nun genug von meinem bescheuerten Gelaber.

SHOW ME THE WAY TO LOVE THE LIFE AND BRING ME TO SMILE!