why I am crying?

In the last weeks I hurt so many people because of my stupid words. Sometime I will lose my voice to say nothing but in real I don't want to lose it because I like to sing for myself - it's funny.
I am sorry taht I hurt you. gomen nasai v.v

At the moment my stomach hurts, I don't know why.
Today I watch many PVs from X-Japan. I cryed... I am sorry.

Friday and Saturday I was by Isshi-chan. She is cut but sometimes very strenuou. I like her very much. We started the offical Jills Blue Roses Support at myspace. Visit us!
Time by time we will write more at the site.

Dear Tora of Alice Nine! I am sorry if I hurt you with anywords. I don't know what japanese people think. We are think different from you. So, please don't be angry.
I know you don't read that. Bit I want to write it.

@ Minh: I wish you a good time. you will look sexy in your outfit ;)
I don't want to lose you.


Have a good night everyone
yours
kaoru